i'm natalie. i'm a smoker, get over it. i'm hot, can't help it. i'm deeper than the atlantic ocean. if you think you know me, you're wrong; if you ask 30 different american citizens you'll probably hear about 30 different people. i periodically re-invent myself, it's kind of my addiction, but i'm trying to recover from that. i'm obsessively clean and i'm the kind of butch who likes to do femme things like decorate. i'm a writer but i don't have the attention span to write a novel, i was an artist most of my life but i quit because i didn't have the patience to learn how to draw hands. i can't play any musical instruments but before i'm 18 i intend to learn how to play the guitar. i don't have a set style so i look different everyday. i use humor as my defense mechanism, so don't think i won't understand if you're hurting, because i do.